親愛的,妳懂嗎?
感情,往往出乎意料,
不見得每份情感都可以有很美滿的結果。
當妳在問為什麼的時候,
其實,答案就在妳心中。

最近。
總是聽到了很多很多故事。
是悲傷的,是憤怒的,是無奈的,亦是痛苦的,
若非當事人,無法體會這其中辛酸可悲之處。

<之一>

妳說,他背叛了妳。
曾經做再多的努力,
在此時此刻像是煙消雲散似的,
往日情懷,
是何時不復存在,你從不知道。
言談之間,
理智和情感的拉扯,
把妳捲進了莫名深沉的無底洞,
吞噬著妳那遠離自己的靈魂,
和那早已疲憊不堪的身子,
只想問一句,為什麼。

<之二>

妳說,他才跟你求婚的。
短短不見數月光景,
他告訴了妳,他愛上了別人,
所以無法和妳結婚,必須要終止這個婚約。

妳不懂,
明明他興高釆烈的為了妳而願意步入家庭,
怎麼這一會兒,
所有的美麗,因為另一個女人而散落一地。

曾經數年相處的記憶,滿滿的映在腦海裡,
而今卻變成無情刺穿妳心的傷痕,一道又一道。
妳,沒了方向。
失去平衡的日子,該怎麼挽回呢?

<之三>

他說,他想離去。
那是擱在他心上的話,從未對妳說出口…
不是因為不愛妳,
而是不該開始的一段情,
傷害了他,也傷害了妳。

其實,感情這回事,沒有任何道理的,
明明的關係,不見得就是應該,
不存在的束縛,或許才可以獲取真愛。

卻總是在現實生活中,擾亂人們矛盾的心思,
道理每個人都懂,情感每個人都有,
可以真切拿捏這一切的,真正有幾個?
於是,他想離去。

不是因為懂得了情感,
還是仍存在著糾結,
一堆現實層面的無可奈何,
把你們冷漠的推向情感門外。
理智找回了的是生活最真實的一面,
卻也把情感的那份執著,給悄悄打亂。

親愛的,妳懂嗎?
感情,往往出乎意料,
不見得每份情感都可以有很美滿的結果。
當妳在問為什麼的時候,
其實,答案就在妳心中。

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5 留言

  1. 小亂亂 2006-03-26 於 11:07:00

    心有戚戚焉…..多情總被無情傷
    人,好像一但投入感情….
    就必須攜著壓力,背著酸甜苦辣的調味料。
    笑中有淚的經歷種種磨練時,
    只能不斷的告訴自己,這樣的執著是值得的
    但,究竟算不算盲目?ㄞ呀呀!
    就只能聞問自己的心靈深處囉….

  2. 儂~ 2006-03-25 於 09:25:00

    I forgot to tell you this.
    At the Nike Rockstar class, we have two instructors, one male and one female, and I must say I was very much pleasantly surprised when I saw that the instructor could dance so well! They both have style and if you get the chance, you should go because it is fun!

  3. 儂~ 2006-03-25 於 09:16:00

    Actually, I saw that combat article quite a while ago.

    I knew you had mentioned 「Genie in a Bottle and So What?
    but I just couldn’t believe that someone would name a song.So What? I do know you are right, of course, otherwise you wouldn’t have written that article.

    I do remember that, that week when I read your article, I was very happy for you because you seemed enjoy the classes very much. I wanted to do balance last week.but ended up doing combat for four days straight and that Nike Rockstar special class we had at the gym.

    It was a lot of fun too. I don’t know if you have that in Taiwan but over here, in our gym, the class was packed!

    You should go see this website (www.nike.com/nikewomen/us/index.jhtml) You know what? We have more females than males

    attending all those classes even on Wednesday evening’s combat when there are more males than usual.

    Anyway, it is great to see you so energetic and I am really, truly happy for you.
    Take care. See you.

  4. 儂~ 2006-03-24 於 22:24:00

    Hallo ^ ^
    How have you been this past week?
    Dutifully and happily went to combat-classes?

    I went for four combat classes and must say I enjoyed them very very much. No. 27 is tough but very fun.
    My instructors were very funny ^ ^ Felt so good to sweat so much ^ ^

    You know, my favourite track was that Say What (Don’t really know the name of the song/ track, but it was a lot of fun) I also like that Def Leppard song too.

    Here is a little bit of what I think about love and relationships:

    a wonderful relationship needs two persons who love and appreciate each other’s presence in their life so much that they are willing to stay faithful and loyal, treasure and cherish each other effortlessly.
    So much that they will not stray so easily.

    These days, love looks cheap, divorce cases are common and sometimes, I just wondered if those people knew what they were doing before they committed into a marriage.

    I hate hearing about divorce and heart-breaking relationship cases but, if there is no point in keeping a relationship going on and when there is no more true love, a person should put a stop to all of her/ his misery and move forward in his/her life.

    I also think that in any relationships, no one should take the person they care about very much for granted. It spoils any good feelings between them and ruins that relationship.

  5. 雲霓 2006-03-24 於 21:41:00

    我不懂…
    我在固執啥?
    還堅持啥?
    呵呵&
    真是完全得怪自己
    何必多情留給人來傷自己的心呢

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